Family Straight

See the world got tough I'm alone
Trying raise my god dam self on my own
Trying make it work
In two bro-ken homes
Looking for a mother but she gone
Looking at you, you ain't stoned
And your happy now your hurting
Always where working
Or in jail
But that's alright
Everybody fails
You get but up and try it a-gain
The little train
I think I can I think I can I think I can
Maybe that's why
I work so hard
The hand I was delt I hate these cards
But that's alright
I never really fail
Just found a million ways that won't work
I grew up so fucked up
The love hurt
Was my only source of guidance and it worked
When I saw you almost die
Didn't know what to do,
Thought life was a lie
And I know that it's true
Death you defy
don't ever wanna loose you
I wish you'd never die
But I'll always honor that fact,
Every day you tried
Forever that I'll ride

But the shit don't stop
We living everyday trying get that gawp
Money comes and goes but family stays
Business is profitable but family don't pay
Love my family but at times don't know what to say
Try my hardest but family at home has seen better days
The marathon continues
As  I'm in. And out of venues
Practice twice a day
I got strength that ain't in you
Staying balanced like a hindo
Grades better than you too
But does it really matter
I climb the ladder
The mad hatter turned rapper
Don't want you to hear this
I'm constantly hustling but lost in the mist