Life is Too big (muggin)

I didnt want a life like this,

I wanted time to grow,

and i wanted time to know,

how life would end up to be,

fortunately i was quick to adapt,

I was young to start to rap,

but i had one flaw,

i was weak to my ego,

i was thinkin i had it all figured out,

man i was so dumb,

tears,

i handled them well,

saved by the bell,

but its the aftermath that makes you open your eyes,

only to show a shit path,

I'm lost,

still i try and stay on top like im the boss,

i practice and try,

why would i suicide my heart has already die,

and i handle my account very well,

untill my heart started to swell,

you could smell it from outside, so i started to yell,

i want to be the best in every thing that i try,

i will not say good bye,

and i will not get high,

ever again,

 i wanna win,

i wanna be the best a human can be,

i will do anything to not be broke all my life see,

you dont wanna fight me

and if you dont think i will,

i will break free,

of my ego and me,

i can be the best at it all, i really can,

i will stick to the life that i want,

that is the plan,

i cant get my head around,

emotions that i feel,

the life and the deal,

why i eat this shit meal,

i dont understand why i cant do it by my self,

i dont want wealth,

just mental health,

and a place to stay,

a place and time to rest without bitches chasin may.

just a time alone just some time away,

just one day,

just time to pray,