Paying for the Silence i Broke (beautiful eyes)

At Twelve years old, that's when me life kick in,
realize that i gotta do and where i have been,
the pain that i have caused,
laws i want to break,
i feel like a snake,
waiting to get run over by a car,
waiting for my death at the bar ,
making the best of my life till i gotta go,
cant run away when its yur everyday,
and not at night, life is a fight,
ever lasting, ringing in your head,
I'll die on a pink sheet, layed on my bed,
the things that ive said,
i look back on them now and they kill me,
be the best, stupid times kill me,
i am not real G, 
so dont ask where I've been,
with tears brings a face,
a face that was molded from broken nights,
broken lights,
broken heaters stuck in the cold some nights,
Employment is a bitch when your tryin get rich,




this is my life,
broke down on a stop sign,
freestyling a dumb rhyme,
i am done this is it,
you say you love me,
but every one of you kills,
you only give me bills,
still these cloths stink,
how bout a warm drink,
i dont wanna be a dick,
i feel like the devils walking stick,
get your fix to this,
rob a bank to this,
take a piss to this.
and contemplate why you exist,
give me a kiss,
till i am off to the war again,
fuck this man by men,
i will come home browsed and beaten,
wolves been eatin,
take the day away with some sleepin,
but the fears of dreamin,
keep me locked in hell,
and their doin it well,
in this game of life,
there aint no bell,
to save ya,
only a lower class trip to Bogota,
be aware you can still me scare right there,



it dont change your life,
on the condition of your wife,
for that the condition of your life,
now understand the race,
and i am setting the pace for under 18,
i am doing it mean,
and chasing some green,
want a big house with a very big screen,
i wanna follow my dream,
need it after the shit i seen,
its crazed i havent hit 13,
i am like a angry machine,
and everyday is halloween,
i know life as a adult not life as a teen.
as i get older shit dont change,
i dont understand why,
my life is so strange,

(Note: Needs Chorus and one more verse)
let the words that i speak be more profound than the silence that i break

Up Coming

i will not stop killin it till pac comes back from the dead,
to show us the way,
and to show us how to live our everyday,
non-stop,
just give up and drop,
and do your hater hop to the mop,
and now i swap up styles,
like i'm swimming in miles.
of smiles and smiles,
ha ha get it ok?
taking it by storm like a basketball play,
listen and relay,
to the shit that they say,
but here,
we are diamonds forgot in the clay,
but today,
I'm taking in mine,
taking a rhyme,
to express the feelings of time,
lost in vodka and lime,
mixed with crime,
the grime and slime,
thats not where i been from thats not where i been,
thats not what i wanna rap about from way within,
i wanna pick up a violin,
and take it to the chin,
but i dont have those skills,
to jump over those hills,
and make bills like beverly hills,
but I'm low like Brazil's,
economy,
but sprits and astronomy,
and way stronger than me,
well ironically,
i am fucked in the head like chronically
but sardonically,
i just wanna be me,
and i know you can agree,
i will never stop see,
i like that rhyme i jsut hit,
i think it was never legit,
i just did a whole song and i didnt say shit,
i quit

Life is Too big (muggin)

I didnt want a life like this,

I wanted time to grow,

and i wanted time to know,

how life would end up to be,

fortunately i was quick to adapt,

I was young to start to rap,

but i had one flaw,

i was weak to my ego,

i was thinkin i had it all figured out,

man i was so dumb,

tears,

i handled them well,

saved by the bell,

but its the aftermath that makes you open your eyes,

only to show a shit path,

I'm lost,

still i try and stay on top like im the boss,

i practice and try,

why would i suicide my heart has already die,

and i handle my account very well,

untill my heart started to swell,

you could smell it from outside, so i started to yell,

i want to be the best in every thing that i try,

i will not say good bye,

and i will not get high,

ever again,

 i wanna win,

i wanna be the best a human can be,

i will do anything to not be broke all my life see,

you dont wanna fight me

and if you dont think i will,

i will break free,

of my ego and me,

i can be the best at it all, i really can,

i will stick to the life that i want,

that is the plan,

i cant get my head around,

emotions that i feel,

the life and the deal,

why i eat this shit meal,

i dont understand why i cant do it by my self,

i dont want wealth,

just mental health,

and a place to stay,

a place and time to rest without bitches chasin may.

just a time alone just some time away,

just one day,

just time to pray,

Amazing, these green things

I'm gonna put in over time,

got so much money on my mind,

i would willing always be on my grind,

i would and will always do real things,

like i am listening to pac,

thinkin about money on this pathetic block,

i dont sell crack , and i dont pack a glock,

aint to need to,

if money stays on your mind,

and you put in hella over time,

want every penny every dime,

the the sun will come and it will shine,

jsut tell me whats happening,

insects are takin over africa,

and in the NYC broke dudes will be robbing ya,

non-stoppin ya

the kids in Scotland,

are fighting for respect like blood in the sand,

so i am callin my man,

start the ciycle again and make another grand,

and money's in heavy demand,

Emile Basset,

is Drastic,

its fantastic,

I'm so sarcastic,

and MJ just Died like you where eatin off plastic,

and on jonah dont let me start,

tryin make it as a DJ like he got  the right part,

but his smart,

and he puttin in the pieces part by part,

and jethro is off tryin make it too,

but his below,

his Plato,

needs time to grow,

when he hits,

be the shit,

if you wanna know how i am,

well i dont give a dam,

i win or i dont,

and if i dont win,

well i just wont,

i am practicing for days,

and the way i was raised,

they where blazed,

I became Crazed,

And determined,

anyway that i could,

bitch i would,

Hornby Island Style!

This is,

How we,

Do on,

Hornby,

When we,

Come up,

Bump This

aint no R&B,

makin',

Her legs,

Go up,

like cadillac doors see,

Our Flow,

Can Kill,

Like so,

Fuckin immensely,

(First verse)

My rhymes electrified,

Get your fuckin hands high,

you look like you aint shy,

and you are gettin by,

Since we over at your house i just might try,

when we compose a rap,

we thinkin like that,

and we thinkin clap,

excuse the pun,

just tryin make a million,

and as far as flow goes you aint got none.

got the flow like B Bun,

 just Tryin' get er done,

see the game needs may,

like gangsta rap needs dre,

most rappers are gay,

today i am tryin portray myself as a rapper with skill okay?

i hope you got the point,

see you jumpin off a joint,

and i'm jumpin off the point,

and I;m goin bizzont,

i dont wanna smoke a joint no more,

i dont wanna dance on the floor,

i am focused on the score,

as the beat goes on

i aint fuck around no more,

gangsta rap is wack,

elctro and hip-hop is all I'm bumpin on the track,

and Clubs are gettin sold like crack,

but see i got the angle to attack,

on some bacterial plaque,

cleanin my teeth on a internet jack,

and heres another literary hack,

off a beaten track,

now their hangin off this track,

like their hangin off my ass crack,

now how fuckin wack is that,

Guess I'm supposed to let em win,

and if they ask where i've been,

just playin my violin,

in west berlin,

tryin to find my light within,

running on a roll pin,

with my conjoined twin,

doing deadly sins,

and a dorsal finn,

writing fuck with a bobby pin,

god dam just got blazed again,

 we in a zone now,

dont ask me how,

i didnt allow,

for him to become cash cow,

only a little bit wild,

dont blame me for the shit he do,

i have to,

become a kangaroo 

and live up to,

through and through

my field of view,

but what i fell into,

was way overdue,

what are you? 

I'm sick like the swine flu,