My Faith

i need to let you know just how i think,

and just how how much i will drink,

 if i cant discover my reason to blink,

destroyed heart,

so maybe I'm crazy,

or maybe we got lost in the moments i cant remember,

or in the poem that no one will ever come to understand,

just wake me up when the pain is come and gone till december,

that gave me the motivation,

to fight through frustration,

so i cant fight for my life and fight for my nation,

and   resist the temptation,

to blow my brains when,

all i really need is a warm home and a vacation,

but i am here today, best give me respect,

maybe gon tomorrow but still with a different  set,

i will always push on till my last breath,

and in the event of my death,

I'll still be spittin like macbeth,

(chours)

There will always be a black cloud,

I'm all ways gonna act wild,

and i know  what you seen is hard,

but just smile,

and live your life all the while,

its the same walk just another mile,

same phone just a different dial,

I realize,

that i will never be plies,

or be nas,

put i hope i can get rewarded with some kinda prize,

i am so tired of the goodbyes,

i hate to despise,

but my life cant be based on lies,

Dont get me wrong i am still a baby thats brin' the heat,
and all around my life i got the crazy technique,
so take a seat,
even thought life sucks i wont cheat,
i like to think of myself as elite
hittin the gym 
livin my life as a fuckin athlete.

(chours)

There will always be a black cloud,

I'm all ways gonna act wild,

and i know  what you seen is hard,

but just smile,

and live your life all the while,

its the same walk just another mile,

same phone just a different dial,

I need to hear your voice, I can hear you calling,

but remember i'm falling,

seems so far away but i know you livin it up just straight ballin.

I just swallowed the pain,

i couldn't show because thats just the game,

but the pain i didnt know i used as inspiration,

discovering the hopes and thoughts of life

but at the same trainin to be able to bust a rhyme
man i'm so fuckin' fed up with all this lost time.
so done with these trends
the fuckin' code rules that we bend
Dissrespect, and dying,

'cause most people cant admit that they're lyin', 
Donate your time cuz too many kids have to be tryin'. 
When you rap about thing like hard drugs and thugs 
and about the so called life your livin, thats when i start trippin'. 

my life is a style so you better be listenin'

(chours)

There will always be a black cloud,

I'm all ways gonna act wild,

and i know  what you seen is hard,

but just smile,

and live your life all the while,

its the same walk just another mile,

same phone just a different dial,