Moving On

different zone,
now I'm all alone,
the long times and the hard roads,
have all gone,
I'm just stickin' it out,
I'm not a raging alcoholic,
or a drugs addict,
I've just had alot of conflict,
I dont wanna get kicked,
i dont wanna be strict,
dont worry cuaz i'm going on a good road,
ahead,
will bring tears and fortune,
hunnys from Cancun,
I'll take off to fast and fall my face,
I'll always get back up,
whip off scars 
dont worry about me, you gonna figure whats up,
Deppressing times I'll have em',
and when i dont make it like Eminem,
I'll rage more and destroy them,

In this game of life,
you'll eat wil the devil,
on another level,
you cant be a winner,
just a sinner,
It's not sunny all year,
Go near, 
and whip your tear,
Life's premier,
is about to disappear,
welcome to life my dear,

This life,
This time i got a shot,
I will not fall dead to the block,
support never helped me,
I was pushed by my brain and thats a guarantee,
if you ever saw what i see,
you would understand why i am like me,
i can not change,
I've ben at man 
since seven,
If i mature anymore,
I will be so hardcore,
I wont be able to breath anymore,
i will put up with it so much longer,
I am never a gonner,
to me only life will honor,


In this game of life,
you'll eat wil the devil,
on another level,
you cant be a winner,
just a sinner,
It's not sunny all year,
Go near, 
and whip your tear,
Life's premier,
is about to disappear,
welcome to my dear,


I've been running around for so long,
Been feelin the pain to much,
Cant keep messing around with darkness,
I'm the one thats losing,
to past felonies,
Coulda gon to jail bitch please,
I would rather get on my keens,
and work everyday,
just to display,
My will to get paid,
And not to get laid,
Thats on bullshit,
same with running with a full clip,
I cant do that,
I gotta be legit,
can never quit,
i can sit with a shadow over my face,
i got a face to replace,
tobes hand me the mase, 


In this game of life,
you'll eat wil the devil,
on another level,
you cant be a winner,
just a sinner,
It's not sunny all year,
Go near, 
and whip your tear,
Life's premier,
is about to disappear,
welcome to my dear,


Get ready I'm about to step up to the plate,
open the gates,
call gates,
ill have what it takes to get in,
will sin,
just gin,
this is how i been,

Everyday

Every time,

everyday,

gotta stay on mine,

gotta make it my way,

chillin in the bay all day,

you can find may,

at the op-co,

with a homie named drew,

this is how we do,

this is how we'll die,

eatin late night Vorizo's you compile? 

but if we pass out at the beach,

dont tell us what to do you aint teach,

need food man pass me that peach,

fuck my shirt rolled onto bleach,

but thats ok in a couple days,

you'll all be high off blaze,

and I'll sit there and laugh like i'm daze,

I aint fazed,

oh wait i am,

god dam,

yo graham,

did i pass the exam?

I guess not,

yo scott,

I forgot,

is the cove still open? there food to be bought,

fuck that i see a cot,

oh wait its on a yacht,

dont get caught,

If i called you,

you would do anything i do,

shut your face you fuckin piece a poo,

see this tatoo,

its enough to subdue,

you,

to do,

anything i want just remember the sky aint blue,

girl i dont want you,

go die in that shoe,

i aint lie girl this is true,

i'm done,

you through,

back when lil biggins was just joss,

this is how we'd make the party start, make em cross,

get them so drunk till they couldn't make the room across,

till they would toss,

up their whole stomach on the ground,

probably through up a pound,

hatin the next day like you hate every sound,

now its back to work,

as a jerk,

everybody hates on their way to work,

thats life as a clerk,

its ok smoke a pound and go berserk,

haha welcome to the life you fuckin perk,

Superstar

where can i start?

I cant make it to the top I'm still jumpin off wal-mart,

so this is it,

I've always wanted it,

i swear i would never quit,

until every fuckin person on these islands would know of it,

until every girl would get on their knees and suck on it,

But I've changed,

I Don't want the women or the fame,

fuck i should just get out the game,

I feel like the incredible Hulk,

because every bone in my body been broke and i can still walk,

and all the rumors round the island is bullshit talk,

I cant take this place,

I gotta make my own race,

everyday its the same this is my face,

(chorus)

This is it,

this is all i wanted,

this is not what i wished for,

I am pissed till the point of imprisonment,

this aint how i wanted it,

writing became my cocaine,

I'm a superstar,

i aint done shit its bizarre,

In the end I'm just a par

I am the reason your mother is entertained all day,

because the shit i handled i handled it my way,

but this is what i wished for,

i wanted it, i want more,

I wanted the game and fame,

Did the blues festival,

I was Publicized and beat on like the great wall,

Housed Burned to the ground,

everybody gave a fuck except me 

I was shot through the heart i could do anything but bleed,

and as you sit there you cant do shit but read,

you cant understand how I'm into deep,

ballin but the clothes on my body are  just bought cheep,

On the big boys i always had to creep,

they'd never roll with me because it was my time to sleep,

(chorus)

This is it,

this is all i wanted,

this is not what i wished for,

I am pissed till the point of imprisonment,

this aint how i wanted it,

writing became my cocaine,

I'm a superstar,

i aint done shit its bizarre,

In the end I'm just a par

But now I'm awake and well,

scared but blood is all i can smell

a spirt is inside its talkin to me,

all i wanna see is a lock down but not in the penitentiary 

a place where you stop thrownin my name around,

and i am tired of bein on the front page,

even though i look to be the best i am filled with rage,

they like yo what who bangin the the truck drew,

they didnt have a clue 

i spinnin off of my gage,

(chorus)

This is it,

this is all i wanted,

this is not what i wished for,

I am pissed till the point of imprisonment,

this aint how i wanted it,

writing became my cocaine,

I'm a superstar,

i aint done shit its bizarre,

In the end I'm just a par

I miss it all  every moment,

every time i tried to flow it ,

i would fail,

just to hail to the drug i was a about to inhale,

but even though i pray every time god got me on bail,

i could get caught at anytime,

thats why i am venting all day tryin to make one right rhyme,

defend against my karma,

all the drama was tearing me up from inside,

i wanted to be that cool kid and be down to ride,

i couldn't because i had to grow,

and still all i know

 is that i am stuck in this life with one this that needs to grow,

and something you took away from me,

almost killed me,

(chorus)

This is it,

this is all i wanted,

this is not what i wished for,

I am pissed till the point of imprisonment,

this aint how i wanted it,

writing became my cocaine,

I'm a superstar,

i aint done shit its bizarre,

In the end I'm just a par

but i got push on,

if it was climbing a tree,

i cant see,

even now when i wanna be,

i feel so insane,

i want communication back, like i'm about to attack,

and take my own life,

like i could bring it all to a end,

but in the end,

but life is on a bend,

not broken,

life can not be spoken in another way,

or on any other day,

the moment is now and to flow,

i need to know 

that you will be here even though 

i'm insane and i gotta go

Inspiration

Hear me out....

Just listen,

I cant lose what i've made,

I cant bring back the demons i've slayed,

on the real they right in my brain,

and they makin me insane,

tears come and gone like the rules of the game,

my motivation is the same,

I can't make it past the first but money collectible

in a life of lawyers is detectable,

but i was born a fighter,

as a writer,

to make my life brighter,

i would practice everyday just to make these words tighter,

but when i look in the mirror i hate the look of my skin,

because every put back, came to me and snuck in.

I've came outta depression and been back,

Inspiration of creation i am that,

and every punch you throw, come right back,

I'll stay on track,

are you ready for combat?

(chorus)

Inspiration is my life,

determination is my knife,

fear of a yellow brick road,

is enough to take a load,

and get me outta this mode,

I raised myself in this life i was bestowed,

but only god can know what i'm sayin because its in morse code,

because....

Chorus repeat X2

I was left own,

gotta conquer my life and get up on that throne,

its harder because each drug i'm prone,

I'm back on tack, still aint blown,

so let it be known,

that i'm alive and well,

and headin to the top on a cyclone

but since you've seen me last,

now I've grown,

Stronger Biggins,

hustle hard,

played the right card,

even though I'm scarred,

you can cherish my regard,

since the year pass,

i can forget the past,

born in nothin but ass,

its a new day so I'm plantin new grass,

but I'm breakin old glass,

and buildin a new house cuz i got a new class,

(chorus)

Inspiration is my life,

determination is my knife,

fear of a yellow brick road,

is enough to take a load,

and get me outta this mode,

I raised myself in this life i was bestowed,

but only god can know what i'm sayin because its in morse code,

I am a throw back,

and with the game i can flow,

just know that,

best flow of the summer,

i heard them all just seem dumber,

summer is truly a bitch,

you just gotta know when and which to switch,

from a bed to a ditch,

grass is our blanket cuz we aint rich,

---

B.I.G is the rules i live by,

but nothing is what i be,

fuck it i'm a sergeant like one-two-three,

thats just what i see on TV,

not what i live that never gon be me,

what is me is the motion to be free,

(chorus)

Inspiration is my life,

determination is my knife,

fear of a yellow brick road,

is enough to take a load,

and get me outta this mode,

I raised myself in this life i was bestowed,

but only god can know what i'm sayin because its in morse code,

because....

Chorus repeat X2

motivation

I want you to know just how i am,
and i want you to seen just how i stand,
I'm tired of thinkin that i am destined to the backhand 
open up your eyes, understand the real lie,
and i always got fire burnin up my eyes,
stubbornness got the better of me and my life,
and blood got the better of your jaw and my face,
all the shit i embraced,
all the woman that got disgrace,
and to make it all worse i aint got a hard life i am even in the right race,
destroy your brain cuz life will always be a true story,
and only at the end will you discover your glory,
so until then I'm gonna push harder than hard,
work on a life and avoid the hard bar,
just take a look at my scars and you best believe I'll become a star,
dont worry one bit because I'll stay true, and never touch that cigar,


(chorus)
There always a black cloud,
I always gon act wild,
my life is versatile,
baby dont cry just put on a smile, 
and just live all the while,
Hornby Island is our style,
same walk just another mile,
same phone just a different dial,


illegitimate child,
so maybe I'm crazy,
Or maybe we got lost in some moments we can remember, 
or in a poem no one would come to understand,
Either way just wake me up when we come to december,
I need to hear your voice but it seems to be falling,
I'm fallin down the same hole but i can hear you calling,
i guess we got lost somewhere in the darkness,
I hope you can hear my call or at least my lisp,
and i know its hard but push down the wall so crisp,
after all,
you take five i take five and i'll meet you on the other side of bliss,
or should i breeze past,
jump out in a ski-mask,
and rob everybody let the police take me away just to see what they would ask,
response with sorry sir but like my life is my own task,
and oh yeah..
i still need my mask.


(chorus)
There always a black cloud,
I always gon act wild,
my life is versatile,
baby dont cry just put on a smile, 
and just live all the while,
Hornby Island is our style,
same walk just another mile,
same phone just a different dial,


I need to make this decision,
to correct my vision,
or let you get the better of me like tax evasion,
let me remind you of my bud,
parents just split up and and to make it all worse his Asian,
so on occasion,
he rappin in his bedroom tryin slay em'
couldn't make it so he:
Hit up the thugs,
tried out some drugs,
all he needs is some hugs,
and somebody to motivate him,
get back in school and put in the plugs,

My Faith

i need to let you know just how i think,

and just how how much i will drink,

 if i cant discover my reason to blink,

destroyed heart,

so maybe I'm crazy,

or maybe we got lost in the moments i cant remember,

or in the poem that no one will ever come to understand,

just wake me up when the pain is come and gone till december,

that gave me the motivation,

to fight through frustration,

so i cant fight for my life and fight for my nation,

and   resist the temptation,

to blow my brains when,

all i really need is a warm home and a vacation,

but i am here today, best give me respect,

maybe gon tomorrow but still with a different  set,

i will always push on till my last breath,

and in the event of my death,

I'll still be spittin like macbeth,

(chours)

There will always be a black cloud,

I'm all ways gonna act wild,

and i know  what you seen is hard,

but just smile,

and live your life all the while,

its the same walk just another mile,

same phone just a different dial,

I realize,

that i will never be plies,

or be nas,

put i hope i can get rewarded with some kinda prize,

i am so tired of the goodbyes,

i hate to despise,

but my life cant be based on lies,

Dont get me wrong i am still a baby thats brin' the heat,
and all around my life i got the crazy technique,
so take a seat,
even thought life sucks i wont cheat,
i like to think of myself as elite
hittin the gym 
livin my life as a fuckin athlete.

(chours)

There will always be a black cloud,

I'm all ways gonna act wild,

and i know  what you seen is hard,

but just smile,

and live your life all the while,

its the same walk just another mile,

same phone just a different dial,

I need to hear your voice, I can hear you calling,

but remember i'm falling,

seems so far away but i know you livin it up just straight ballin.

I just swallowed the pain,

i couldn't show because thats just the game,

but the pain i didnt know i used as inspiration,

discovering the hopes and thoughts of life

but at the same trainin to be able to bust a rhyme
man i'm so fuckin' fed up with all this lost time.
so done with these trends
the fuckin' code rules that we bend
Dissrespect, and dying,

'cause most people cant admit that they're lyin', 
Donate your time cuz too many kids have to be tryin'. 
When you rap about thing like hard drugs and thugs 
and about the so called life your livin, thats when i start trippin'. 

my life is a style so you better be listenin'

(chours)

There will always be a black cloud,

I'm all ways gonna act wild,

and i know  what you seen is hard,

but just smile,

and live your life all the while,

its the same walk just another mile,

same phone just a different dial,