Lost...

i'm lost on a road and i can never look back,
and if you do I'm gon freak out like a asthma attack,
I will not go into my past,
because at the moment i am dealing with to much of cast,
Lost in the mist it's like i'm sailing without a mast,
School and drugs just dont contrast with my past, too much of a stuck up dirty ass,
Stuck on a rock, without a cement block, only a bar and a broken down dock,
the shit that i seen aint even have to see,
fucked up life is what a bitch wanna be,
To the streets i havent even been,
only stuck in houses with roofs of cracked tin,
and been destroyed by my sins,
toby helped me alot,
tellin' me that i cant be bought,
Its true that people don't care,
Out in this world its gorillas and bears,
climbing moutains not stairs,
Its grow men shit, fuckin' nightmars
so confused about what I'm gon do about an precious life that got defined onto a price that was anything but nice,
Shuttin' it all down now-a-days,
startin' to work gettin paid,
to many teens are gettin' laid,
tryin' to make a name and get made,
fuckers bustin you down like a raid.
so be afraid,
cuz if you don't speed it up then I'll make you fade.

I'll never make it to V.I.P,
because that is more than me,
Pimpin' out girls just aint what i wanna be.
But a life of violence is a fuckin' guarantee,
A degree is so outta reach for me,
makin' thousands a year is something that i can't get, yeah everyone will agree.

so dam beautiful..
is the life we live,
Cuz god put shit out that for us to give.
we don't to that then out sky aint gon be blue,
Life is good, life is great, keep ya head up,
if you don't you gon end up depressed like me and my nephew.....