Dad forgotten to sin

Father, wife beater, killer,Tim Biggins whatever you wanna say,
because its your comments and regards that keeps him at bay,
Feeling bad,
because the shit im throwing at him is making him so sad,
the fucking house burned down and you blaming me?
His fucking life was in that house how the fuck could could i do that and still be,
so now I'm treating bad, because he fucked up my life I gotta put him through shit,
his a dimound i'm a rose, together we can destruct foes,
he looked after me and that he chose,
Why he almost died two times for me god only knows,
Still i run from him to start a new life,
He keeps his head up,
never getting fed up,
even with gettin tied up in hand cuffs,
he tough and rough,
and it seems to be that he can never get enough,
of this crazy shit like getting beat,
not having a place to sleep,
getting pushed into a hole so deep,
but it seems like its always his son that he keeps,
so now i turn on him,
fuck yeah if i like it or not i love you Tim,
fuckers his my dad made alot of stupid decisions,
but he always had a great vision,
driven so far, yeah to many times to prison,
I've been down before but dad dont cry,
because your son still looking to the sky,
getting paid, making a life out of nothing yeah getting by,
I wanna be like you yeah never gon die,
Like you i got my will to live,
to that college fuck yeah some day i am gotta arrive,
I dont know how you keep on going,
it seems like everyday my life would be slowing,
But yet you still keep on growing,
in some crazy way its me that you are towing,
And in some crazy way im still your little boy,
we are still back at the house playing with that board game toy,
I think we both miss those days, when happiness was there,
fuck man i was not even scared,
because you cared...

Lost...

i'm lost on a road and i can never look back,
and if you do I'm gon freak out like a asthma attack,
I will not go into my past,
because at the moment i am dealing with to much of cast,
Lost in the mist it's like i'm sailing without a mast,
School and drugs just dont contrast with my past, too much of a stuck up dirty ass,
Stuck on a rock, without a cement block, only a bar and a broken down dock,
the shit that i seen aint even have to see,
fucked up life is what a bitch wanna be,
To the streets i havent even been,
only stuck in houses with roofs of cracked tin,
and been destroyed by my sins,
toby helped me alot,
tellin' me that i cant be bought,
Its true that people don't care,
Out in this world its gorillas and bears,
climbing moutains not stairs,
Its grow men shit, fuckin' nightmars
so confused about what I'm gon do about an precious life that got defined onto a price that was anything but nice,
Shuttin' it all down now-a-days,
startin' to work gettin paid,
to many teens are gettin' laid,
tryin' to make a name and get made,
fuckers bustin you down like a raid.
so be afraid,
cuz if you don't speed it up then I'll make you fade.

I'll never make it to V.I.P,
because that is more than me,
Pimpin' out girls just aint what i wanna be.
But a life of violence is a fuckin' guarantee,
A degree is so outta reach for me,
makin' thousands a year is something that i can't get, yeah everyone will agree.

so dam beautiful..
is the life we live,
Cuz god put shit out that for us to give.
we don't to that then out sky aint gon be blue,
Life is good, life is great, keep ya head up,
if you don't you gon end up depressed like me and my nephew.....

We drink their tear's as we transform them into Beer's

So sick of the tears
so tired of the dead years
crying over past tears
Leadin on broken mirrors.
discovering the hopes and thoughts of life
but at the same trainin to be able to bust a rhyme
man i'm so fuckin' fed up with all this lost time.
Fuckin' so done with these trends
the fuckin' code rules that we bend
Dissrespect, and fuckin dying 'cause most people cant admit that they're lyin', Donate your time cuz too many kids have to be tryin'.
When you rap about thing like hard drugs and thugs
and about this so called life your livin, thats when i start trippin'.
Get away on a epic travel but that ain't gon' reverse her tears
or the little boys lost peers.
You worried about how you look
but you ain't even thinkin bout the lives you took.
So support Savannah Mckenzie in her 30 hour famine
So take a minute to examine The peeps who are doin' this famine.
It ain't done there
as im startin to swear
in my head because to many mom's are high in the sky,with a little kid sittin by her side feelin the tears'
Cause half of her peers have ended up this way, crying the day away, and they
may---
not ---
have another chance to advance
their life
but most of the time they are so fed up with all the strife,
being at the wrong end of the knife.
Every different part of the world,
but we ain't cryin cuz we got our diamonds and pearls.
as they are stuck with their little twirls---
of twine,
so she trying to donate hers and mine to buy the kids some more time....
But why should we care about there tears and nightmares
and the stress and responsibility that they bare.
Can they live?
some of them barely even showin' only few years old
Still stuck in dirty places with shit and mold,
hackin their lungs away with a bad cold.


R.Kelly rappin' 'bout girls puttin' their back in motion
while most are puttin' their back in the ocean
and hopin' to drift away to a day in the sky,
and now im askin you why?
Why can we let this shit happen.
Thats why I'm rappin'
to get some progess start snappin',
before our own kids start tappin' the grave,
'Cause it's life that I am unwrappin',
and showin' all the dead bodies and towns that im mappin'.
To many kids are fighting
and to many think that it's exciting
so I'm being reflective,
trying to put it in to perspective.
They made it outta this,
but now they're lookin for a mom to kiss
but it stead its straight bliss for the dead ones that they miss.
So think about the people that you are starting to diss.
'Cause kids shouldn't have to enlist
to make in through the mist

Please support Savannah Mckenzie In her 30 hour famine to help the Dying Children all over the world, you can do so at: https://www2.worldvision.ca/famine/20416615

Thank you from Savannah Mckenzie, Joss Biggins and World Vision

-Lil Biggin$