Independance

The day we met I was young
Still am
Bit your old mature still ain't know what you done what's right and
not just fun
Love ya shot the right guns but pick it up
Drugs arnt the way what the fuck
You and hour mom was like a army
Both wanted to be like the sights on tv
Took me back and away that day when the blood stray,
It's was ok feelin like I shoulda tooken care of you, nothing I can
do? yes there is I'm sorry for those things you heard
If I could take my familys actions I would
Hammer and duct tape, maybe that's why today you escape
But you turned the wrong way still I got your back
Bought you food, gave you money when said you pay me back I know you
couldn't, moved away, till today seems like where closer; both grown
older, I'll hold you when no one else will, hold still here's a
blanket, that pill can kill, I regret the times when I set the wrong
set, now your in debt, shoulda keep; the respect, now I wonder why,
we sit and cry, I wish I could take back your tears or better yet take
them, for in years, our skin toes and ears, will fade along with our
peers, but If he said he wanted to talk to you. you'd prb think he was
tryin holla at ya, and maybe he was but, you wouldn't listen anyways,
and anyday, one of us will pass away, till that day, I can say that
anyday, well tomorrow both of us won't be ok, but then who's to say,
what I said, tomorrows page will be better than te last, until we
past, and now we are switching hells, and now my life is like church
bells, from Hanko, to that bloodly respirator and flashing light on a
helicopter, from Bamfi that bitch became more than a hater, pills
powder, profit from greasy machanics to sleasy waiters, I remember
that walk you two took, sombody heard me crying then everybody took a
look, from that broken jaw more blood I saw, to my lifes historys
fire, from my best friend enimies burned in a crack house, to the love
of sweats dollars dug through a heart to the blessed to be cursed
dirt, from impossiable hurt to egotisical flirts, from the first time
I saw a crack pipe, to the back of a building turned into a snip, to
what I still believe to be love, Kisha Cole sing me blues, ludacris
rap away the silence, k naan, murder this violance, 50 take my
persistamce, ToBe$ man I ain't want this independance, mac dre use
this distance, but I want this persistamce, def Jam, could you use my
assistance, where is my execlance, all I see is my ignorance, all I
see is this ambulance. Atmosphere take this Apperance, I need some
insurance, T.I I need you knowledge, where's the balance, I ain't
supposed to get used to that, she said I deserve that, making a hole
you been digging it, cauz you ain't been kickin it since I was old
enough to hold bottles, teAchers don't know if I can get much stronger