C.M.C

mom listen i know,
i know your guilt the blame,
the pain you felt, i aint turning just strving for fame,
i dont wanna you to melt, just play game,
i know that its hard,
and i know that lifes plays a shit card,
just dont quit push on fuckin bombard,
when you where beaten and you beat,
when i was sleepin under your feet,
and when i was creepin, writtin to the beat,
you where sniffin feelin seucure and complet,
fuck your nose your six feet deep,
my sister novs coming home quick,
blinded too man shes a drone flicked from dick yeah.. 1996,
you want my dad hit too,
got another scare and its sad shit boo,
years hurt the heart then your pad quit his through,
glad im legit feel like i know kung fu,
and yes,
1996,
is a birth,
well whats worse,
losing life or living life with thirst,
we're cursed drugs sex and money im about to birst,
shortys so sexy,
son's so welthy
dads metally unhealthy
and moms still filthy
um tired of the 50's she just stole a 50,
and like 50 made it to cents to dollars,
i can make it in the rap game make a fuckin holler,

Times Colonist

yeah,
just wanna let you all know that.


dear times colonist life aint fair,
shoulda gave shit before you wouldn't dare,
druggy bank robber probably know as a player,
so i decied to share,
fought life like ride and dont play fair,
prob though the same way,
life over death thats what game say,
had his share of tight fame still his gay,
it was wrong or right i came i pay,
you can hit a bong or fight you'll feel pain be it night or day
but life goes on ya might gain or die in the bay,
all i know is we gone run this town,
moon till sun no guns hit the ground,
as his life with no fun just funds screams was his only sound,
22 years its all done you can only run south bownd,
we should have never found,
his body burnt in the ground,



yeah so like one tear one blood and one drug,
like one gear one dud and slug,
is all it takes for a man to die,
it was his no nobody can ask lord why,
but my,
idea of ikea be a be a perfect world nobody cry,
but its not that way,
so people live and die and lifes ok,
and when you gotta break the news,
its like payin dues,
either you pay or you don't,
that aint how he shoulda died his soul still won't
decisions dont make me,
its what you go through and humanely,
dont belong on islands or block D.
but me i could see but unfortunately,
i couldnt get it to stop,
it got to hot,
and now all he got is a dot on the map,
traped,
to much pain in his life,
and all he had was his ex wife,
a brown and a knife,
if thats hard core then welcome to the ghetto,
trapped in hell yet livin in a meadow,
falsetto,
wheres the money,
the renno,
and jay lenno,
cold hard metal.
so i offered him water,
said he wanted something stronger,

One in a million

i aint supposed to cry,
then why does water come to my eye,
everytime i think about I,
cant give up i cant die
i cant figure out my,
life,
i gotta keep going,
gotta be on the right side every morning,
i cant keep my self from ballin,
i can still get the ball in, cant get to callin,
i know its just one call, but i gotta give it one in all,
its not just a love thing,
its a wake up dove ring,
why am i awake all i wanna do dream,
but it seems,
its my motivation my whole rap scheme,
i need a beam or light,
and i just might fight,
get up out the cold,
feed off my own mold,
Lord,
why cant i just fold,
give up,
whats up,
up there but where?
gotta earn that light,
gotta use your only right fight,
and push on,
i will make to a new dawn,
i may be drawn,
to the good life,
leo va ton don,
900 channels babe whats on,
leather seats, about 5 speaks, so i cant blast my beats, and listen to my song,
i will do anything for a good life is that so wrong?




I tried i tried i tried, i wanna die, and yeah i lied
i cant continue to try,
waht about the baby? your didnt raise me lady and your crazy, i work for everything i got
my skills, no deals,
I'm Real
and i am a troop wit it
you can fight like me shit
everything i got,
its mine,
i can rhyme,
i was weak but with time,
i will call shots,
i bought my own socks,
200$ burned in the pipe where the fuck is all the food,
yeah im angry that just my mood,
i am insecure i know it fuck yoiu dude,
all i got is my pride and a girl,
which you took away from me,
i though you said you love me,
you dont know me
you dont know this moster see,
whatt about the love,
the white dove,
the happy life, i coulda had a wife,
my life in one person,
you kill me,
love was done,
i didnt give up,




holla to the streets mother fuckers whats up,
everynight i would lay, cry, pray and look up,
what the fuck,
it didnt work, god turned his back,
fuck impossible i come from it,
nobody coming from where i come from can do what i do,
cant go on attack,
be the best avoid smack,
fuck your nose fuck crack,
i work for my life, they love me yeah i might be a mac,
my head is in the ground i wanna make sound,
i was built to win but born hell bound,
nobody has found,
my skill,
i have developed by my self,
i want wealth,
you can afford the pride of greatness its years of hours,
i devour because i find power
and what if he killed him self,
could i live with the fact i ruined your life,
my wife,
my only love,
she keeps me alive in the dark,
when i aint got shit,
when all i wanna do is quit,
when i sit,
and pray for every bit,
that i got,
i will strive to be hott,
what i earned is all i got,
and you try to take it away from me,
i did it all my self i got scars look at my face fuckin SEE!
im me,
all i wanna be,
is happy,


fuck im done talking

We are Men and We Are Mistakes

all Respect
to those who break there neck,
for money and sweat,
avoid the penitentiary,
even if you need weaponry,
and my life in jeopardy
I'm dealing with depression from my family dying next to me,
i was in the wrong protecting and redirecting is what you tellin me?
only one was arrested a beaten, im tryin so im going eventually?
i guess i should buy food in stead of giving bills, fuck in my sanity i love my family
or at least whats left,
incorparated with theft ,
take a left,
not a right,
whats right, for the easier fight you might take the right path,
use the math, pull throuthel on the gas,
fuck the past, its today and is what last's,
check your future,
make sure your beams are straight and double check your architecture,
fuck im done with this lecture
i dont with all of them fuck her,
light it up kill this "BRR"


We all got a voice,
you can ball like poise or rhyme like royce,
in my position i made a wrong and right decision i used my voice
but i want you to know i dont think i had a choice,



check it,

I'm Fine

Everyday is like grade nine,
tryin' through a punch for the first time,
now i dont know what tomorrow brings its all in lines
of my rhymes,
dont know if i will see tomorrow but i dont do crimes,
but i will try,
my life is like a movie get rich or die tryin or crying,
why am i lying,
flyin, coastin,
roastin on the grill,
g-g-g-gotta keep it real,
you feel,
heres my life out on the table no deal,
do you accept? google me check my rep,
been happy been upset,
make it snappy make the queue,
i bet,
guess guess guess whos back,
straight to the bank like a 50 attack,
so turn it way up,
take two points like a lay up,
take to pounds shit whats up,
got luck wit love stuck,
street smarts or wal-marts,
i touch hearts thats how its starts,
with arts you can rock charts,

Make Your own world

yeah, try, try and judge me.

Ok so i wanna go,
to the benze,
with friends,
nothing depends
one thing in the air
is my music career,
and right there is a flare,
nothing can prepare for this affair,
i dare try and check him out but where,
just another millionaire,
checkin in out on the scene,
his new his mean,
dont chew on green,
and a money machine,
is all we know,
still cant find him where did he go,
and though,
life can throw,
the fucker can catch,
he cant circumvent,
man what sent,
this young buck his bent,
like all of the time all on his grind
its like a design is written in his head everytime,
his rhyme,
i want it to be mine, its prime,
his got every dime,
but crime,
dont get in his lines,
no I`m`s,
just you`s
its you,
stay true,


So now,
So now,
so now,
Let it go,
music flow,
50`s 100`s all the do,
but now
but now
but now
But now
but now
but now

Volume,
perfume,
life on zoom.
and boom,
im back in my room,
blood on the wall,
FUCk em all,
as i recall,
i was small,
Kingdom Grew!,
but nobody knew!
That HE`D make it through,
fuck those two
fuck you too,
yeah it was overdue thank you,
what is size?
he said his good byes,
these guys, F.B.I`s
told him lies,
but he remained wise,
got on his knee`s said lord,
please decriminalize
i love your blue skys
still every night he cries